IM STILL HERE!!!

It’s funny how the smallest things will affect your life. I mean it’s the little things that will screw anything that you have planned out. I mean try thinking of it this way, you create plans with a certain someone, thinking that you will go far… but a small thing will screw everything. The only reason why I’m saying this is because it has happened to me, and I’m sure there are many other people who must be feeling what I am right now. My life was bliss when I was with that special someone. But things didn’t work out as usual. I guess that it was meant to be or something like that. But I can’t do anything about it. It’s not my problem if people don’t understand the things that I am going through. No matter how much you try and explain it to a person, they just don’t get it. Seriously, I am a busy person and I have things to do in order to be successful, even if it means doing two to three jobs in a single day. I can’t help it if I don’t have the time to do anything that I want to do. I used to get up every morning feeling glad to be alive. I guess I just want the moment to be real and for me its back to the life of living single and alone, back to the drawing board creating plans. It’s the holding on part that seems to be a little hard. But I am the one and I’m still here…